{"id":43712,"date":"2018-07-24T01:25:53","date_gmt":"2018-07-24T01:25:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/35.85.16.36\/86-1-en\/"},"modified":"2024-07-10T21:47:32","modified_gmt":"2024-07-10T21:47:32","slug":"86-1-en","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/86-1-en\/","title":{"rendered":"I have never lived a life like myself &#8211; a poem by Monireh Hosseini"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u06a9\u0634\u06cc\u062f<\/p>\n<p>Freedom for someone who has spent years taking breaths with the bars of their cell. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Keshide ast yani habs-e abad! Az pay-e choobeh-ye daar&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Being pulled means eternal imprisonment! From the feet of the wooden stake&#8221;  \u0645\u0646 \u06a9\u0633\u06cc \u0646\u0641\u0647\u0645\u062f<\/p>\n<p>I hide my last words with a lump in my throat so that no one will understand after me.  \u0628\u062e\u0648\u0627\u0646\u06cc\u062f<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Untie the knot from its rope and read it indifferently like a letter.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Think about a family that has not been waiting for a will at all&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>They have been a family! Behind all these years, wall to wall.  \u0645\u06cc\u200c\u0632\u062f\u0645<\/p>\n<p>I have been free in captivity, it was prison where I wandered in the alley. <\/p>\n<p>It was hitting, it was prison, that was being dragged on the streets of endless bars, prison! <\/p>\n<p>That aimed to besiege me in the city, to bring me here.  \u0646\u0628\u0648\u062f<\/p>\n<p>I was coming, I realized there was water behind me, people were talking. There was no one there.  \u0627\u0632 \u0645\u0646 \u0628\u0647 \u062f\u0646\u06cc\u0627 \u0622\u0645\u062f<\/p>\n<p>You didn&#8217;t wait for me like my birthday, from the brother who came into the world after me. \u06cc<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;When I came into the world, I understood the value of having a strong foundation.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Sentenced to escape, all the dirty words that the travelers have gathered. <\/p>\n<p>I catch my neck before the rope catches me. <\/p>\n<p>I have never lived a life like anyone else, not even like myself. <\/p>\n<p>Suicide is full of guesses and assumptions.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u06a9\u0634\u06cc\u062f Freedom for someone who has spent years taking breaths with the bars of their cell. &#8220;Keshide ast yani habs-e abad! Az pay-e choobeh-ye daar&#8221; &#8220;Being pulled means eternal imprisonment! From the feet of the wooden stake&#8221; \u0645\u0646 \u06a9\u0633\u06cc \u0646\u0641\u0647\u0645\u062f I hide my last words with a lump in my throat so that no one [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5450],"tags":[53169,50173,50159,45317,50146],"class_list":["post-43712","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-others","tag-monireh-hosseini","tag-poetry","tag-50159","tag-45317","tag----2"],"acf":[],"views":29,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43712","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=43712"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43712\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":43713,"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43712\/revisions\/43713"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=43712"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=43712"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.peace-mark.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=43712"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}